Sharing personal experiences and my own translations of life events that make up meaning in life. Perfectionism, people-pleasing, and choreographed dance moves. A look into a reflection of my youth, growing pains, and a rolling solution or two.

Here I am, 10-15 years later, having to unlearn and move through the discomfort that dwells deep in the tissues of my body. I am in a strange place mentally and spiritually during this chapter of my life. Living in the “in-between,” I suppose. Coming back full circle here - my energy is not where I want it to be, but there is nothing else I can do but surrender to it. Surrender does not look the same for every person and it honestly does not sound like the most appeasing action at a time where control of the situation feels like my only satisfaction. The irony is we want to find a balance and balance here means preference for nothing.